Thank you for your prayers! :) The Lord has been attentive to our cries and we have some preliminary results from the CT scan that was done this past Monday that shows that things are still relatively stable. PRAISE GOD!!!
The CT scan shows that the lymph nodes in my mom's neck are a bit enlarged, but still within normal range and apparently from what can be seen in the scan, no indication from the scan that the cancer has spread to her lymph system. The enlarged glands may just be from infection, etc (which seems to make sense b/c of the rash she experienced before). Even better, the scan shows that her major organs are free from cancer (double PRAISE GOD!!!) and the largest tumour in her lung has shrunk a little big even though the smaller tumours have grown a bit. Her left lung is clear, as is her trachea... and her pleural membrane! So many reasons to PRAISE GOD! :D Thank you Lord!
I had a good talk with my dad coming into work this morning, and as we talked about the results and findings, I tried to remind my dad of all the good things and provisions we have witnessed. God has provided us with a good friend who patiently explains the test results to my dad even though my mom's doctor (to my dad's worry) hasn't been able to. My dad is often worried that the doctor isn't being thorough enough, but I was trying to remind him that we have been blessed with friends who have the knowledge, the resources and the willingness (so much time spent!) explaining EVERYTHING to my parents... this is a huge blessing!
We talked about how it's sooo good that my mom is doing incredibly well in spirit, that has a positive attitude, a good quality of life, which is really the most important thing.. b/c what good would it be for her to be in good health physically if she was doing more poorly in spirit? And in addition, she has now had the time to rest, exercize more regularly, and live out a more stress-free life. Indeed we have been blessed!
My dad has a physical on Monday and my parents will be seeing the doctor on Tuesday to review the results and to hear his suggestion for future treatments. At this point, we're not sure if he will suggest continuing with the current treatment (since it's not showing huge improvements) or if will suggest something different. Please PRAY for this decision-making process, for the judgement of both the doctor and my parents in making the right decision.
Also, please pray for my dad... not only for his emotional stability and peace of mind, but also for his physical on Monday. That he may be able to have some peace of mind that he's ok, and doesn't have to worry about not being around or healthy enough to take care of my mom.
Please also pray for my sister who is taking on a lot more household responsibilities and adjusting to living at home with my family again. Please pray for my grandmother's spiritual growth as she prepares for her baptism later this year, and for a safe journey back to Hong Kong for my aunt, who will be leaving early October.
As for me, after a difficult couple of weeks that just passed, I've taken some time to re-prioritize and re-balance out my life. I realize that I need to let go of some church responsibilities so that I have more time and energy to be available for my family, and to be able to serve my parents cheerfully and with joy. God has really restored the joy of my salvation lately... and I'm so joyful!
A couple of songs have really been speaking to me as well, I've written out some of the lyrics below.
I don't know what this day will bring, Will it be disappointing, filled with longed for things? I don't know what tomorrow holds, Still I know I can trust your faithfulness.
I don't know if the clouds mean rain, If they do will they pour down blessing or pain? I don't know what the future holds, Still I know I can trust Your faithfulness.
Certain as the rivers reach the sea, Certain as the sunrise in the east, I can rest in your faithfulness. Surer than a mother's tender love, Surer than the stars still shine above, I can rest in your faithfulness.
("Your Faithfulness" by Brian Doerkson)
Why should I feel mad? When you have made the heavens. Why should I be afraid? When you put the stars in place. Why should I lose heart? When I know how great you are. Why should I give up ? When your plans are full of love. In this world you have trouble But You have overcome the world!
("You Shine" by Brian Doerksen)
I hope these songs will speak to you as well, as we continue praying together to the Lord. May we see the healing power of our Lord at work!
Deb